Feels weird. I feel happy as happy can be... I catch myself smiling every now and then. I honestly cannot remember a happier time in the past 3.5 yrs, let alone 7 yrs. Me smiling? Frightening thought right? haha... Most of the time I walk around with a thunderstorm cloud over my head, with lightning bolts flashing.
I am effectively jobless, with no opportunity on the horizon (nothing that I would want to do). Yet I am going on everyday like a happy little bird flitting around enjoying the sun and the flowers. Weird. Maybe I should leave? I doubt I would be happy if someone offered me a band promo on a silver platter right now.
I wish I could see my future. Then I can just execute per plan. Wishful thingking. I guess life is to be discovered, not executed upon...
Friday, January 29, 2010
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